Monday, 24 August 2009

Testing the tweetmeme lol

Well this is a really quick post only to test out the tweetmeme code that I added to the HTML ... Luckily for me I took a City'n'Guildes diploma in IT which also included HTML format and web page creation ... so I know a little about the coding that goes down with designing web pages ... I have very basic knowledge ... But being dyslexic enables me to seek and seek some more.

Dyslexic are one of the if not THE most creative beings on the planet/Universe ... Their world is not like the human who was born with all intacted ... Dyslexic's are born with a few more strands of DNA than you realize ...

In school Dyslexic's are classed as Think and stupid ... well in my day when I was at school I was pushed to the back of the class ... shuved in a corner and told to be quiet all the time ... my school reports ... well there were none because I started bunking school when I was 13 because no one would help me Plus my family life was FULL of emotional abuse to the point of wanting to end it all ... Yes the word suicide was the first word on my mind every morning from the age of 13 to 18/23 ... I am 37 now ... a single parent to an amazingly gorgeous boy who is a genious in mathmatics and he has a questioning mind ... which is totally awesome .......

His father is a university lecturer of Bio Chemistry ... my son gets his interllect from his father and he gets his creative mind from me ... he can also see pyshically just like his mommy ... and it is such an awesome gift to know that he choose me to be his guide through this life .......

OK so we have now vered of the subject of tweetmeme testing LMAO

Love to you! xoxoxox

Sunday, 23 August 2009

24 August 2009 - 1:30am

Once again I am sat up late filling in the time I always feel I am missing out on ... so many things buzzing around my head ... I hear the worlds pain in every human being that walks the solid earth ... There are those who scream for LOVE ... they sit silently crying from within ... They try so hard to reach out ... But they always lose faith ... it is so hard trying all day long to shine ... there are so many trying to shine ... But they fade away because there are those who continue to vomit up Darkness with their nagging thoughts of Fear ... oh they do not believe it is fear in their eyes ... they think it is strength ... they think that if they spit out their anger they have won ... won won won this is ego talking ... their ego ... why do people have to puke up on me with their negative fears of losing face ... do they not know that it is they them selves who spit venom that they cause their own pain ... with each word of revenge ... each word of spite ... each word spoken to seek approval makes them think they have won ... there you go again the word "WON" ... I want to be the winner ... Not me who is writing this ... But those who speak openly on one level and then behind closed doors ... curse and gossip and seek revenge because they are SO scared of being SEEN by the truly powerful Empath's.

I have so much inside ... all their voices ... voices of love voices of anger voices of victims voices of those who have been wounded in the past and Just can't let go ... they speak to me thinking they know me ... Luckily they can not see me because they are blinded by their own fears of being seen.

Zzzzzzz sleeping now ... see you again soon xoxoxox